June 1, 2020

Affirmation seekers

If I had to stop and think about me myself as a young black woman, honestly nothing comes to mind, as I am left wondering Who am I? Knowing where I am, not just physically but also mentally and spiritually would really just remove the load on my shoulders. I ask the people around me, Who am I, and they describe someone foreign to me. […]

May 20, 2020

If only I had listened to me.

Racing and pacing through my own mind has made me a prisoner of self. Day in, day out and the pace got more intense, have I reaching self-awareness or self destruction. I clearly had alot to say to myself but in all the racing, it just never made sense. My mind needs peace, so can I have it?

May 15, 2020

FEAR

Fear is always there lingering at the back of ones mind. fear of being seen for who we really are fear of rejection fear of failure fear of not being enough fear of being hurt The fear of not being loved…… While all those fears seem common enough, it’s the fear of positivity that makes me wonder. The fear of being accepted, because that might […]

May 14, 2020

Why did you stay?

My unconscious habits of pushing people away has always been my way of life, and it had proven effective in keeping me in my own deep dark world of loneliness and constant replay of my life’s down bad choices. So naturally pushing people away kept me and my demons in good peaceful company, but you decided to stay…… Why? From ignoring your texts, ignoring your […]

May 13, 2020

Still waiting for the right time….

Forever waiting for the right moment to start living my life the way I want to and to be honest it’s been a long 25 and half years of waiting. I have been feeling off these past few months and I’m not completely sure why and this year as an entity isn’t really making things any easier for me. With the outbreak of corona and […]

February 28, 2020

Rich dad Poor dad and a confused me.

So after months of having my younger cousin nag me about reading Rich dad Poor dad, I finally picked up the copy of it and started reading it. It might have taken me awhile to fully understand the concept behind it all and for all I know, I’m still very much lost in the financial illiteracy forest. The mere idea of the idea that “The […]

February 14, 2020

Perspective

Seeing things a little differently…. Everyone has become an expert in almost everything… motivational talks have changed dramatically from telling yourself you are good enough, to now questioning your position in society and it’s newly found foundation of being harmful to us …the same society we are and the same society we built, we are now questioning it and seeing it as harmful and toxic […]