February 14, 2020

Who are we?

Who are we suppose to be in this time of our lives? I’ve spent soo much of my time thinking what’s right and what should be. I’m supposed to be this extraordinary example to kids younger than me, I should be showing them that it’s all possible and truly it is, don’t get me wrong, it’s just that the pressure has got me feeling like […]

January 25, 2020

You’ll be fine, so they said…..

Time heals all wounds, they said….Don’t get over it, go through it ,they said 😏 feel all they pain and deal with it, they preached …. Well I DID just that !! and yet twenty years later here I am feel as worthless as I did back then. Why won’t time heal my wounds? What do i have to do ? Is it the constant […]

December 29, 2019

Make it stop…

All the thinking, all the stressing and all the feeling inadequate. Sometimes it all gets too much to the point of feeling my chest close in and getting light-headed all because I just can’t stop to breath. Personally I could make a whole list to things, people and situations to blame for these slight panic attacks, but truth is I am lacking emotional intelligence as […]