Category: Personal reflection

January 8, 2022

New start

Every year we make new promises to ourselves and see the new year as a fresh start. Honestly every day can be viewed as a new start as it is, but let’s look at the new year. The most standard resolution is weight loss and healthier habits. What did you promise yourself this new 2022 year? Mental health in women in general has become more […]

May 17, 2021

It’s been a while, but the confusion remains.

So its been a while since I poured my confusion out and left myself even more confused about my life. Whats changed, as I ask myself, since my last interaction? Well that same situation that has had me on an emotional roller coaster for that past 2 and a half years, has slightly changed. It actually reminds me of something I’ve heard, that goes a […]

February 23, 2021

I’m bruised

I’m bruised in ways you can’t even imagine. The hardest part isn’t admitting that I’m bruised but it is trying to explain to someone why I’m bruised. My wounds refuse to heal because I keep picking at them. The motivation I get from the advice and YouTube videos only last about an hour at most before my own mind drags me to the bitter reality […]

November 10, 2020

I’m drowning

I’m drowning, I’m drowning in fear, in pain and in frustration. It is pulling me inward in such a way that, I can’t even stream out for help. It creeps up on me even in the most un-triggered of times. I can’t see how this ends. The stages this comes at me is confusing, if I’m not numb, then I’m sad or depressed and people […]