All the thinking, all the stressing and all the feeling inadequate. Sometimes it all gets too much to the point of feeling my chest close in and getting light-headed all because I just can’t stop to breath.
Personally I could make a whole list to things, people and situations to blame for these slight panic attacks, but truth is I am lacking emotional intelligence as a product of the confusion of who I should be or how I am suppose to act and how my life should be. How do you stop to breath in this fast paced society…..FOMO got me crippled. Fear Of Missing Out …or am I just trying to fill my life with meaningless moments to distract myself from the deafening emptiness inside.
I’m in search of me …as stupid as that might sound but I want life in my life and the only way to actually get it, is to just STOP…
Take me there